Memories of Ana ~ Cheez-Its
It’s funny the things you remember when you reflect on an Ana-filled youth.
One of the strongest memories I have is of a day when I was probably 14 or 15.
I had starved myself throughout the day, trying very hard to fast. (We all know where that can land a person… but I digress…)
Then I encounted The Box of Cheez-Its.
Suddenly, all I could think about were those orange squares of salty snacking goodness.
I tried to resist them. I tried to tell myself I could just fall asleep and perhaps eat one in the morning as a reward. I tried to berate myself in my best “Ana” inner voice.
In the end, I ate handful after handful.
I hated myself that night.
But I still love Cheez-Its.
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