My worst fears…
For those of you not given to weight preoccupation, please disregard this message.
For those of you who can even somewhat understand, know that I am now at the highest weight I’ve been in over three years.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Please tell me I’m not crazy. (Or at least tell me that it’s okay to be this wacky.)
2 opinions for My worst fears…
DG
Mar 26, 2008 at 12:30 pm
I hear you sister.
How can it not effect us when we have spent a lifetime being taught our value is tied to our weight? We just have to keep working at unlearning that, I guess. You ARE more than a number, and not at all crazy.
angelique
Mar 26, 2008 at 4:13 pm
DG:
Thanks for the blog-hug (blug?) I appreciate it.
I am so bummed because I know darn well that in the eyes of the public I’m a very normal-looking person (perhaps even on the thin side.) But right now I just feel like I deserve to have an apple shoved in my mouth and my whole body served up on a silver platter! :)
(Fortunately, my sense of humor is intact. Thank god for that!)
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